Reflections Of Dispositions

We are all light-filled beings brought here by divine purpose. We go through trials and much tribulation. But that journey back home is an experience worth loving and enjoying. There is light. There is truth. There is happiness.

Monday, November 30, 2009

Angel

Its been so long now since you poisoned me

My strength is returning, sober mind becoming

Four of five lost now, all but me

Intolerance, ignorance, hatred, selfishness


Same old myth same old lies

your viscous mouth traps them like flies

I am too, so far away, see them cry

See them trapped, see them die

Im dead, I am too dead


Free from bondage, free to tell

My Brother saved me from Hell

I can leave now, I will leave now

Ability to see beyond whats forsaken me


They used to call me love

They used to call me brother

Now they call me abuser

Call me Demon, call me Devil


They say there is a consequence

that comes to those that cross the line

Maybe it takes light longer to catch shadows

you wear the serpent around your neck

the Devil himself is around your neck


Youve blackened their hearts

Intolerant of frailty, intolerant of life

Condemned by truth condemned by light

Do you wonder why you suffer at night?


They revere you as innocent

angel of love angel of mercy

i have the light i have the truth

damn you angel of lies

damn you angel

damn you angel

damn you angel

angel of death

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Poker Night At Lemucchi's

Few things in life are greater than sitting around a table in a cool California night in the backyard of Muchi's house. Few of my bros lit up some cigars and the game commenced. A Classy poker night followed by soaking the moment in the hot tub with a few ladies over. The best part is that i walked away $35 richer. =)

Monday, November 23, 2009

This Russian man is BRILLIANT


The irony of this article appearing in the English edition of
Pravda (Russian State Newspaper) defies description.



American capitalism gone with a whimper



It must be said, that like the breaking of a great dam, the
American descent into Marxism is happening with breath taking
speed, against the back drop of a passive, hapless sheeple,
excuse me dear reader, I meant people.

True, the situation has been well prepared on and off for the
past century, especially the past twenty years. The initial
testing grounds was conducted upon our Holy Russia and a bloody
test it was. But we Russians would not just roll over and give
up our freedoms and our souls, no matter how much money Wall
Street poured into the fists of the Marxists.

Those lessons were taken and used to properly prepare the
American populace for the surrender of their freedoms and
souls, to the whims of their elites and betters.

First, the population was dumbed down through a politicized and
substandard education system based on pop culture, rather then
the classics. Americans know more about their favorite TV
dramas then the drama in DC that directly affects their lives.
They care more for their "right" to choke down a McDonalds
burger or a Burger King burger than for their constitutional
rights. Then they turn around and lecture us about our rights
and about our "democracy". Pride blind the foolish.

Then their faith in God was destroyed, until their churches,
all tens of thousands of different "branches and denominations"
were for the most part little more then Sunday circuses and
their televangelists and top protestant mega preachers were
more then happy to sell out their souls and flocks to be on the
"winning"
side of one pseudo Marxist politician or another. Their flocks
may complain, but when explained that they would be on the
"winning"
side, their flocks were ever so quick to reject Christ in hopes
for earthly power. Even our Holy Orthodox churches are
scandalously liberalized in America ..

The final collapse has come with the election of Barack Obama.
His speed in the past three months has been truly impressive.
His spending and money printing has been a record setting, not
just in America 's short history but in the world. If this
keeps up for more then another year, and there is no sign that
it will not, America at best will resemble the Wiemar Republic
and at worst Zimbabwe.

These past two weeks have been the most breath taking of all.
First came the announcement of a planned redesign of the
American Byzantine tax system, by the very thieves who used it
to bankroll their thefts, loses and swindles of hundreds of
billions of dollars. These make our Russian oligarchs look
little more then ordinary street thugs, in comparison Yes, the
Americans have beat our own thieves in the shear volumes. Should we
congratulate them?

These men, of course, are not an elected panel but made up of
appointees picked from the very financial oligarchs and their
henchmen who are now gorging themselves on trillions of
American dollars, in one bailout after another. They are also
usurping the rights, duties and powers of the American congress
(parliament).
Again, congress has put up little more then a whimper to their
masters.

Then came Barack Obama's command that GM's (General Motor)
president step down from leadership of his company. That is
correct, dear reader, in the land of "pure" free markets, the
American president now has the power, the self given power, to
fire CEOs and we can assume other employees of private
companies, at will. Come hither, go dither, the centurion commands
his minions.

So it should be no surprise, that the American president has
followed this up with a "bold" move of declaring that he and
another group of unelected, chosen stooges will now redesign
the entire automotive industry and will even be the guarantee
of automobile policies. I am sure that if given the chance,
they would happily try and redesign it for the whole of the
world, too. Prime Minister Putin, less then two months ago,
warned Obama and UK 's Blair, not to follow the path to
Marxism, it only leads to disaster. Apparently, even though we
suffered 70 years of this Western sponsored horror show, we
know nothing, as foolish, drunken Russians, so let our "wise"
Anglo-Saxon fools find out the folly of their own pride.

Again, the American public has taken this with barely a
whimper...but a "freeman" whimper.

So, should it be any surprise to discover that the
Democratically controlled Congress of America is working on
passing a new regulation that would give the American Treasury
department the power to set "fair" maximum salaries, evaluate
performance and control how private companies give out pay raises
and bonuses?
Senator Barney Franks, a social pervert basking in his
homosexuality (of course, amongst the modern, enlightened
American societal norm, as well as that of the general West,
homosexuality is not only not a looked down upon life choice,
but is often praised as a virtue) and his Marxist
enlightenment, has led this effort. He stresses that this only
affects companies that receive government monies, but it is
retroactive and taken to a logical extreme, this would include
any company or industry that has ever received a tax break or
incentive.

The Russian owners of American companies and industries should
look thoughtfully at this and the option of closing their
facilities down and fleeing the land of the Red as fast as
possible. In other words, divest while there is still value left.

The proud American will go down into his slavery with out a
fight, beating his chest and proclaiming to the world, how free
he really is. The world will only snicker. How sad.

that little house of friends



He was betrayed in the house of his friends
That little corner house of his friends
What evils were planned in that little house of friends
Here he comes, here he goes, into the house of his friends

The thick stench of poisoned breath filled the air
He looked upon their faces with hope
they looked upon him as a predator to its prey
stalking their next victim in the grasslands of sin

He dares not speak or move
paralyzed by his predetermined distraught
those once full and happy
are now eaten and possessed by loss

The neighbor walks alone now
kicking the rose off the sidewalk
why God why did this have to happen
he says,
all because one couldn't stop the talk

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Salvation


recently i gave a talk in church about Jesus Christ. I wanted to focus on how we truly are saved by grace. Many people are confused about what truly saves us in the end. I can tell you with all clarity it is not by our works. Service to God will bless us, but the salvation of ones soul has already be predetermined...your already saved by grace. Think about it. God is omnipotent and all knowing. He knows who will be with him after they die and he know who will choose to fall. But hope is not lost! The infinite atonement has been in place since the beginning of time and will be around for eternity. Christ's atonement saves those who sin in ignorance, little children who cannot repent, and those who do not know of the gospel of Jesus Christ and most commonly all of us who mess up in life. How merciful is this?? This brings a tremendous hope to my soul. No matter what sins anyone has committed, Jesus Christ felt the sins of every man. HE KNOWS YOUR PAIN. YOU ARE NEVER ALONE. dont ever say no one understands how i feel....there is One who does and he is your savior.

heres a piece of my talk:

“I am amazed at the Savior’s encircling arms of mercy and love for the repentant, no matter how selfish the forsaken sin. I testify that the Savior is able and eager to forgive our sins.” CLOSE QUOTE.
In 1 Nephi 11: 26-27 it says, “Behold the condescension of God. And I looked and beheld the redeemer of the world…the Lamb of God…” What is condescension exactly? What does that mean to us? Gerald Lund in Doctrines of the Book of Mormon, says, “ He showed condescension in his patience and restraint when brought before men for judgment…The God who created everything was judged to be nothing! And yet he endured it with complete patience. Imaging the Being whose power, whose light, whose glory holds the universe in order, the Being who speaks and solar systems, galaxies, and stars come into existence- standing before wicked men and being judged by them as being of no worth or value!” Christ had the power to create this world and he could just have easily destroyed it with a simple command. But he didn’t. He stood there, he endured, he suffered, he condescended. For us this means that we are worth it, we are loved by him, no matter what our circumstances, trials, or sins may be.Salvation is made possible by Christ, but we must embrace the grace he offers us.

The Lord’s desire that we come unto Him and be wrapped in His arms is often an invitation to repent. “Behold, he sendeth an invitation unto all men, for the arms of mercy are extended towards them, and he saith: Repent, and I will receive you.”13
“When we sin, we turn away from God. When we repent, we turn back toward God.



may we all CHOOSE to get up...brush ourselves off and start a new day...fresh and clean through Christ